Thursday, October 10, 2024
I saw you, and your chains were loud. So loud you couldn't even hear yourself think. I felt you, and your heart was heavy. So heavy it couldn't even beat without causing you immense pain. I loved you, though your eyes were empty caverns. So empty and black you couldn't even perceive me.
We gave you back your sight, lightened the load, gave you the keys. But eyes still cannot do their job when you refuse to open them. I could not force you to see the truth. You said the sun hurts your eyes. You said the chains kept you warm, and your heavy heart brought you comfort. I saw no point in making war with you. You were already in so much pain. Already wounded so many times. I let it all unfold and the wind to strike the weakest parts of your faulty foundation. I let the tower fall so that you might finally decide, of your own Sovereign Will, to open your eyes, release yourself, and let go.
After channeling this through automatic writing, The Morrigan guided me to open up an old journal of mine. I almost didn't do it because it felt silly and pointless. But the passage that I opened up to made me start to cry.
This journal was also in use around the time period that The Morrigan first really made Herself known to me, but I was scared, and stubborn, and thought that I knew what was best for me and my spiritual development.
June 20, 2022
"I just want a different life altogether most days. It's not just one thing - that would be too easy to solve. I feel like I'm trying to build a house on top of a molded, termite-infested foundation with bricks I collected on the side of the road. I'm also totally uneducated and have no idea how to build a sound structure in the first place, much less turn shit into gold."
10/10/24 Channel Concludes:
Will you finally listen to yourself? Will you finally trust me, and the things that I tell you? Will you finally let go?
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